Friday, September 02, 2005

Trivial Details.

Do bear with me today. I'm just a bit sick. (I think it's just a lack of sleep. Didn't sleep til late and woke up at 6 this morning. Not good)

Anyway, I've been thinking about why I want to write this blog at all. Especially when most of the time I ended up withing things like "I have sushis for lunch" or "I hate work". It sounds a bit like my daily email to Pete, bar the mushy part.

I started writing this hoping to share a bit of my thought, a bit of my life, and basically have somewhere I can talk my head off, and friends can read it to see what I'm up to lately. But really, reading it sometimes bre myself to death.

Am I spending too much time of life's trivial details and missing the big picture? I can't help but to think maybe I have. Sometimes I spend so much time thinking about what to have for lunch, or just worried about when I should do line up to get my sushi, that I don't really think I'm spending much quality time at all.

I hope I haven't made my work my life. It might be a wee bit difficult too knowing how slack I am sometimes. But I looked back, even my diary seems boring. I guess different things matter as I grow up, and now it's all just the little trivial things.

It's almost depressing. And sometimes I think it's a chronical disease that a lot of young people feels nowsdays. The world sometimes are overwhelmingly full of the trivials, and I heard countless of friend telling me about how they are unhappy about where they're at, or feel like they're in a rut.

I think the key just lie in getting your priorities right. Problem is how to stick of that priority list.

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